Thursday, September 27, 2007

7:22 AM
i goT block?

i goT block?




The 4 knight during the miss earth singapore nite........ lols... wa.. really miss the party man....... dance~ lols............. omg.. i am really siao...........


back to topic, wat am i doing? basically there is still some phycological problem in me.. did i spell wrong? phyco or physo? :) Do i really have this problem in me? why cant i just approach? why cant i............ scare of? afraid of?

hai.. really feeling very trouble, wat i wan, i am still afraid to have it.......although its just a small things. Theres are just some barrier in me that i still cant overcome it. i am missing something...... courage or bravery? omG... why whenever i encounter this kind of things, i cant overcome it or even approach it. I will just dream abt it.. daydreaming.. WTF

i Am totally hopeless and useless when facing this kind of problems. i really need to see a phycologist......... :) haha
bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

7:28 AM
wat do I reallY wan?

wat do I reallY wan?

in This world.............


what Do i Really wan..................?


i Am really ConFuseD..................


Theres so many path for mi to choose from............


But i Just cannoT find The right path............


BesiDE that, I am nOt abLe to Find The riGht one Too...............


I am suCh a FailuRE...........


Theres Are manY chOicEs For Mi to TAke..............


But I jusT CAnnot DecidE...................


REally Gone Case................


So.................


Have to Buck up.......


I am sTill young...........


so SAD............ :(


Haha.. tAke caRE all............... :)

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

8:43 AM
Its Tiring Sunday

Its Tiring Sunday




Its sunday today, wa..... damn sleepy and tiring day for mi. WAke up in the morning 1045.... Have to go for work at simei at 12pm in the afternoon. Reached home at 4am in the morning. Only managed to have 6 hours of sleep. Sleep wit Dizzy head..... haha... WEnt to zouk last nite wit daryl, jaslin, Justin and his fren....... We reached zouk at around 730pm in the nite... So early because we are attending the miss earth singapore event. Wakakaka... Got the exclusive ticket for 35 bucks wit 2 drinks coverage...
Attending this event are mainly contestant family, relative or frens.... Not many ppl are Being invited to attend this event. This event start be4 zouk and phuture are opened......... ThereS are 17 contestants total, Give mi the most impression is no. 7.. omG! dun say abt it.. haha.. but in the end my favorite no. 8 won! 21 yearS old, studyinG at TemaSak Poly.. wakakaka..
AFter the event, We went over the next door which is phuture....... its only 1030pm in the nite, its Still abit too early........ the dancefloor is stil not on yet... So we have a drink first.. Then finally the dancefloor is on at around 11 plus in the nite........... Justin and Lu are already in the mood of dancing...... "lame dance" haha.... After tat, we have our drinks again.. 2 jugg of volka cranberry and one shots for mi......... :) Dance, dance, dance....... for the next 3 hours, we are dancing........... Then finally it reaches 2am in the midnite, we walk over to zouk, jie ling has her 2 cup of volka wit red bull........ dot... she drunk after tat....... Haha.. after tat, the 4 of us are tired of dancing, we went back home.............

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

7:47 AM
End of Supper Trip!

End of Supper Trip!

omG... TodAY iTS weD, Been reacHing Home very lATe thiS 3 DAys... -.-" moNday Ton AT mounT faBer till 6am iN the MorniNg. YesterDAy niTE mEET up For toNg huAY at RoChoR roAd.. Yea.. iTs SmooTH And niCe.. OMG! TodaY not PorridGE for SuppEr Liao.. I reaLLY dUN enJoy haviNg pORridGE.. lolS....

WHile HavinG toNg Huay And Chi Chatting, TP ComE! omG.. All vEhiclE havE to DRive ofF from THe sidE.. Its like TermInaTor CominG to tOwn For tOng Huay.. lols.. The wHole sHop was SuddenlY emptY.. ALl cHionG for thEir Cars.. haha.. except For one OR two Cars, GOt summoN so SAd for tHem.........

AFter That wenT back To WoodlAnd, At First wanTED to go homE... In the End, Ended Up at Daryl House.. Playing Wit his Doggy, DAZZLE. WAtch Derek playIng dota The Whole nite.. -.-" Omg... Stay tIll 5 pluS in The Morning. WenT to JuStiN house...

AT justIn houSE, I reallY pettY hIs 2 biG tortise. poor Thing, 2 Of them sHaring one Small And sQeezy conTAiner. WTF... not ONly tAT, no Food fOr them Too.. onE of thE wickEd Owner i saW.. lols.. torturing chaMber For the 2 TorTise.. lols... not OnlY taT, From Somewhere Drop 1 tiNy dead cockRoach AT the Basin. =\ omg.. HappeniNg homE wit So manY visItorS.. haha... AFter TAt watched simPsonS anD wenT to sleep. So tired.

Wake Up anD wenT to Have Chicken Rice, Went Home foR bathinG and meET daryl, jaslin anD Justin At bugis. The momEnt i REAch, They Going Back To amk liao.. =/ Dot.. lols... AFter TAt Took DAryl car to Toa payoH for famous kUey Chap and tHEn RochoR roAD tonG huAY again.. lol.... tbeN finallY home. :) ITs A biG spending For These feW dAys.. ThereS goES my 40 Bucks. -.-" lols

For tHese feW daYS, My timE routinE haVE totaLly gonE wrong, lunch At 3pm, dinnER at 9pm, Supper AT 3am. Sleep AT 6am. OmG! ALl gonE wronG.. hAVE to Tune baCK my Routine.. lols... onlY haVE few Hours of sleep man thiS few DAys.. HAve to REcharge todaY and Tmr.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

12:31 AM
My faVorite MTV

My faVorite MTV




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Monday, September 17, 2007

11:23 PM
FunnY moMent During EArly morninG

FunnY moMent During EArly morninG

Wakakaka.. noW the time is 2.29pm in The AFternoon............ noT sure WhethER my 2 othER suppER kaikis wakE up Already.... lols.. REached homE 7 in The morNing.. Wat thE fuck......... fEEling heaDachE anD dizzY............. Not Able To Go scH on The 2nD DAy of school... dot.. -.-"

Last nIte.. thERes A stoRY abt one DRunken.. Hes damN cutE and Funny in The Morning whERE everyBody is SLeeping...... Having Fun In the mAC, CAr and even at MounT faber.. wakakakakaka.. WatCh him talKing To Siping, MacdoNald And EVen to HimsElf.. lols...... Wat A scenE laSt nite... So y i Not ablE to go School today......

last nite, mET daryl anD jusTin arounD 10.30pm for Supper at Chinatown.. PorridGE... -.-" WhIch I do nOt preFEr.. haha... AFter TAt met Justin FRen aT bIshan around 12am in The Morning.. -.-" Tour aRound bishan lookiNg for ChickEn wingS! Wa... We waN a CompLaint... NO CHICKEN WINGS IN BISHAN DURING MIDNITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waakakkakaa.. no ChoicE, Drop By a koPi tiAm foR kUay Chap..
AFteR Tat............ Back in The cAr, Driving AimleSSly, Ended up AT mounT faBer.. lols.......... scenEry daMn Nice in The niTe.. If i not wrong.. Its mondAY midnite, Still ABle to find Ppl aT Mount FAber aT 2am. At Mount Faber, iTs TequilA time...-.-" oNLy i anD jusTin dRink..... bOth oF us DRink thE reMAininG teQuilA... Its quiTE alot.. But i AM noT the onE thAT DRunk aFTer drinKing....... ITs JUSTIN TAN.. lols.............. WAtchiNg him perForm Last nITE iS sO funnY......After Tat.. Its aroUnd 6am.. bRing hIm homE First follow By his FRen then mi............

k ba............ StorY ended....................... :)

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

9:46 AM
bLog BLog BLog.............

bLog BLog BLog.............

wHy do ppl BLog?
whY somE of tHeM muST blog?
Why somE of theM disLike Blog?
Why somE can Forget ABout blog?
Why SOme hAVE to Blog everydaY?
Why somE do Not hAVE to Blog everyday?
Why some onLy haVE to blog pER montH?
WHy somE can iGnoRe blog?
wHy somE Dun Have blog?
Why Some RefuSE to Cre8 One BLog?
Why Some Have BloG?
wHy somE cre8 Blog?
WHy some hate Blog?
WHy somE loVE to blog?
whY somE giVE up blog?
Why soME till Now Still BLog?
Why ONLY EMO HAVE BLOG?
WHy ONLY EMO HAVE TO BLOG?
Why ONLY EMO THEN CRE8 BLOG?
whY ONLY EMO THEN UPDATE BLOG?
Why must I blog?
wHy do i have to bloG?
Why i Cre8 Blog?
wHy didnt i updATE my BLog?
Why i can forgET abt BLog?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY????????????????????????
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

AnsWer!
iTS simplE! everyone hAVE differEnt vieW of blogging.... wakakakakakaka

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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

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