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Monday, November 28, 2005

4:44 AM

haI...i aM sO sORRy

haI...i aM sO sORRy

o lvl fiNish...sO haPPy oN TuesdaY...waHaha...No More sTress lE..boOks, paPer,fIles anD UNifoRm caN thRow aWay Le..=p...haI....buT hoPefully mY resuLT Not so bad....haI......reaLLy wIShed the daY to get exaM wILl nOt reaCh......lolx....
aFter o Lvl...goT chaLet to tuRn up The Next Day...wA....aFter eXaM chAlEt tiMe..So FaSt ceLEbRATe LIAo..LOLX....chalEt 3 dAys 2 NIte...mOsT oF tHE tiME inSIde thERe sLeep plAy x box anD sms......lolx...nTh beTTer to DO.....xInni waS aN iDiot......kEEp oN dRinkIng...sTupid..haha......haI....laMe...lIKE nO oNE wAnt...haha....bUT its True......haI... DuriNG thE chaLet reaLLy oPeneD up MY tHought.....SO the 3rd daY...wenT hoME sLP thEn BBall TIme..wA..sO buSy..lolx......neXt feW daYs Yang birthdaY again...
hAi.....So toDay jUSt cAme baCk frM Yang birthdaY ceLebraTioN.....sO SaD anD sorry....duNNoe waT i had doNe wROng...reaLLy sOrry..haI...failed to bRing happineSS, faiLed to unDerStand u..... haI...reaLLy de saD...reaLLy hopeD foR oNE mORe chaNce.....haI.....i realLy regreTTed....... gO YAng hoUSe play bBAll, sWimmiNg thEN eat..lolx...nTh to dO...tHEn bad THings hapPen...haI... IS drEaM reaL....? caN anYone Tell MI....haI.....reaLLy hOPed foR ur 4givneSS.....PIng...i aM rEaLly SORRy, SOrry,SoRry,SOrry....haI....

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

4:49 PM

FiRst aNd thE laSt tIme

FiRst aNd thE laSt tIme

ToDay Is TuesDay.... TmR wILL be Wed...o lVL POA PApeRs aND hiStory PapEr wILL sTArt...haI....reAlly ScaRe taT soMethIng mAy aFFect My MooD TO taKE thE exAm tmR...i wISh ITs OnLI a dReaM tO MI...haI.....
tOday As usUAl..WaKE up IN The MorNIng And LeaVe foR scHool...On The waY to Sch..mEt pat anD wenT foR breakFAst...HAi...TOld Mi One THiNG.....rEAllY vERi DE SAd AfTeR hEArING...HAi....nO mooD to STUDy anYMORE IN SCH...I wENt HomE..... reaChed hOme...Xinni ToLD Mi agAin..i getTing aNNoyed....haI...reFused TO cHat Straight AwaY..haI........toDay Is ReALly a Bad Day to MI BA..fiRst tiME i DroppeD oNE teaR foR u...haI.....buT i pROmISe tHIs is The fIRst anD thE laST ba...haI... BeiNG to Soft-heaRted lE...caNNOt GivE iN anYmoRe lE...haI.. aBt thE Ans....aLL thRee aRe No...... Hai..alThough i ProMIse tHIs FriDay fOR thE Ans..i takE it baCK...hai....reaLLy dun WiSh tO cOntINue..fRm the daY u weNT to THe caMp...i cOuld senSe SOmeTHinG nOT riGht lE.....hai...aND iTs ReaL....TaTs The eND oF our Story lE.....tHE chOcalaTe WiLL bE the LAsT GIft Frm Mi to U LE.........

SIMPLY NO MOOD TO CARRY ON...TATS THE END OF OUR STORY........IF THERE IS U, THERE WILL BE NO ME.

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

12:28 PM

LefT 1 weEk 2 daYs...

LefT 1 weEk 2 daYs...

waO....tIme passED.....toDaY aLreaDy SaturDay...o Lvl hAvE pASsed oNe weEk lE....lEft oNe wEEk aND 2 DaYs tO go....taTs mEaN 3 SudjecT...waHAHa....sO faSt....maThe,PhySic,soCiaL sTUdieS eND enGlisH OvEr Le.....haI...Hoped TaT mY reSulT Come Out caN bE beTTer thaN lAsT YeaR N LvL.....sO haVe to wORked HaRd foR tHE ThRee sUBjecT...haI...so LaZ y tO coNTinUE studyIng...feElIng tAt exaM oVer LE...lolx......
ThEn LAST nIte juST weNT anD plaYed BBalL...Till aROund 8 pLUs...So tiRed..TheN sTILl neeD to Run hoME fRM cC...sO kE liaN....TraFFic Jam...i Hated It..BuT no Choice.....hai...theN Left tiLL arOUnd 5 min..tHe sHOw in CHAnnEl 8 sTarTing sOOn...sO rushed HoME to wAtch iT.. bUt No Keys To go iNsiDe thE hoUSe...wA...baD luck falL oN mi...haI...haVe tO wAit fOR key....sobz..thEn wENt aHead to MY neighboUr doOrsTep aND waTch thAT sHOw..lolx....laMe....so paThetic...lolx...BuT nO chOice...i DUn wiSh tO mIss My faVorite sHow...lolx...fINalLy aROund 9.30.....sOMeoNE caMe bacK...ReaLLy thKful....Lucky sTIll goT halF aN hoUr foR mi TO waTch....waHahA...
maTHe PaPer Just oVer yesTerdaY.... YES...no MOre Math...lol..sO glad.....aNd we Used tO disCUss amOng oUrseLve...whO goT wrONg...lolx.. tHen wHO goT thE MosT wroNG wiLl feeL saD...buT wE stoPPed anD didn't caRe abT iT...Just enjoY tIll The daY we tAke oUR resUlt...lolx.......4 suDjecT jUSt ovEr likeD aLL eXam over...lolx....haI...canNOt caRRy oN lIKe Tat lIao..must sTudy fOR my HisTOry anD bio....i nEEd TO scorE...hoPEd taT iT woUld Be eaSy...lolx....HOped So...
HmMM...aLSo LefT oNE wEEk pLus tO The ChaLet lIAo....wA...verY de SelfiSh lE....haI..MOst oF mY frEn nOT inviTed.... nO plAce TO slP...IF reAlly NO pIacE then Dun Slp loR..so EaSy..lolx...Hai...Nvm LOr..u All dE oNE to organIsed thIs cHalet...i have No Rights to COmplaiN....go thEre anD enjoy ba...hoped So....hai..lEft oNE week to gIVe U thE anS...buT reaLLy conFusEd..Dunno ReaLLy can Give an anS ouT...BuT iF i reaLLy canNOt come Out wiTh an anS..sOrry aBt iT..hai....... mayBe iWill coME out wiTH an anS...bUt so waT i coME out..hai..coNFused...lolx....bUT nvM..exaM ovEr fiRSt ba..Dun wiSh to tHInk so MucH....lEt tiME paSS firSt...goINg to Be uR birthdaY alSO oNe yeaR SInce i wENt ovEr tO caMboDia...So faST...waHAha.....RealLy Miss tHE fun....

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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

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To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering,
one must not love;
but then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore, to love is to suffer,
not to love is to suffer,
to suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love;
to be happy then is to suffer,
but suffering makes one unhappy;
therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.

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